I hate to have this be my first posted blog, but I need to get this off my mind. I am so sick of the fake, the flake, the not real, and the always looking for something bigger and better people. I believe that was a large run on sentence. Every one of my English teachers are probably rolling there eyes now, but that is not the case.
I hate people who are not genuine and honest. I want to surround myself, my wife, and my son with good people. I don't want the I am here for now but when you don't fill that void anymore I am out. I am so sick of people who only use my wife to get there hair done, it makes me want to vomit. Yes vomit, I said it...... I will throw up, put it in a zip lock bag and mail it to you, because I don't want to waste my time driving it to them. My wonderful bread winner wife works so hard and has an open heart for people, gets walked on by them. It just really pisses me off, how dare there abuse her time, and talents to get what they want. You might as well just spit in her face. There are many of our friends who get there hair done by her, and she does a great job. I am talking about the people who ONLY see her to get there hair done and when they talk to her it is ONLY about there hair. I am not discourging people to get there hair done, I don't want the people who only get there hair done. If your confused then you email me @ rrobling@insightbb.com
I earlier said I am sick of the flake. I know there is a diffrence between the mental flake, and the I guess I am not going to follow through flake. You know the person who is looking for bigger and better thing. I thought I got rid of them when I finished high school but I guess that isn't the case. Why are there people who want the live the rock star, expensive, and fab lives. It doesn't make sense.
If your reading this you are probally wondering why am I so angry. I guess this past year has opened my eyes to so much. I mean I have son and a wife who I need to protect. So I decided that I am going to clean the junk out of my life. I am going to start calling people out. If your not honest, with me and my family don't bother ever talking to us. Just delete what ever contact info you have ( myspace, facebook, email, or even cell phone numbers) and have a great life.
If you have a problem with it...... oh well. I want my true friends to be around my family. I want people like Scott Sulek. Yeah you know him the fuzzy bear from clifton I have known Scott twice as long I have known my own wife. He's the type of person I want around my son. Sorry to put you out like this Scott. I know there are alot of other people who fit the bill like Scott, but I want to go play wii so I don't have the time to write out all your names, but I want to say thanks for being real and genuine. I know that this may be harsh, and I might regreat this later, but I needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading and I promise the next blog will be happier.
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Way to be honest bud. Its really hard to do when you feel like you might risk losing people. I had to do this and still struggle with ridding "junk" from my life that I allow back in. I will tell you like I told you earlier...go with your gut. I've had a rough year, and yeah I've flaked at times, but there is the business of life and then there is just like you said, the BBD. We've known alot of those. I'm sorry you're sad and I'm not afraid to call myself out when I say I'm sorry if I have been selfish and punked out a time or two, I am the first to admit I'm selfish, but for me its a defense mechanism when I have to much on my plate. You know I love you guys. I hope to see you soon.
Hey Rick! I have read, and reread your blog...and I have to admit that the Lord has used you to convict me of sometimes being this fake, flakey person that you've described. If my fake-ness or flake-y-ness has fallen on you or your wife, I apologize! I can't make any excuses, other than that I've not kept my relationship with the Lord as important in my life as it should be...and so my old sinful nature keeps coming back out. My New Year's Resolution (or life-change) that I've made is to keep Him central, and then to let that relationship spill over into everything that I do...even if it means apologizing for something that I may have done a LONG time ago to hurt those that I call friends.
Hope you guys had a great Christmas, and have a blessed 2008!
Kristal
I'm your brotha from a furry motha...you know as they say, a man born censored.
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